Wow. Less than a year? That’s record enough for you. You’re so fucking repulsive they realized right away it would be best to stay the fuck away from you. Grabe. Even the kindest ones–Karla and Suzy. Lol. You’re so fucking stupid for thinking anybody would actually like you for you. Bet all of them felt great you’re gone from the subsec. Especially Jaja. She probably thanks the gods she’s rid of you. Never ka rin naman magugustuhan ng D1. Ito na. Nagsisimula na yung alam nating inevitable. Tatanda kang mag-isa. Walang magmamahal sa'yo. Walang nagmamahal sa'yo. Kapal pa ng mukha mo asking for comfort from Suzy last night. Bitch, you don’t deserve it.
It’s just exactly as I’ve expected. I’m so fucking repulsive that the NICEST people I know are beginning to turn their backs on me. Renzo’s so tired of your moodiness and found better friends that could help him grow. Give him a break. He’s only hanging out with you ‘cause he feels bad for you and because you save good seats during lectures. Jaja’s just really better off without you, she deserves to be with her posh, sophisticated, pretty, and less problematic friends who came from rich families of doctors. Do you notice how both of you have been drifting apart and she doesn’t even open up to you anymore? How the only interactions you have are when the rest of the subsec is around but the moment you two are alone, the tension is present and it seems like she just wants to get so fucking far away from you. That’s because you’re a pile of shit, you’re a shitty friend, you’re a huge ass burden. Ate Joy needs to be with people like Ate Ann and not you because you drag her down with you and your pretentious “interests” and opinions. She stopped inviting you to events and concerts and would rather go alone or with Ate Ann not because she knows you’re busy but because it’s so fucking sad being around somebody like you. You’re a huge pile of stone, preventing everyone from swimming up to catch a breath of fresh air. The world’s better off without you. Just stop being a fucking coward and kill yourself.
bakit ka ba natatakot?
wala namang may paki.
wala namang nagmamahal sa’yo.
pagod ka na.
wala namang magbabago.
itigil na natin ‘to.
mas madali kung mawala ka na lang.
Same old, same old
Still feeling like a waste of space
Just don’t feel the need to write it down anymore
What’s the point?
It’s never going away
watching TH//IS IS US and I always have to remind myself that i’m never going to have this
no one’s going to love me
no one cares for me
no one’s going to care for me
and then i see Kevin’s character
so lonely, sad, in pain
can’t even talk about what he feels, what he’s going through
‘cause everyone just thinks he’s strong and that he can go through everything life throws at him.
but the moment he finally opens up, he’s hit with something more painful than what he’s going through.
his sister lost a baby.
and that’s. that’s devastating.
more devastating that whatever the fuck he’s going through.
who the fuck’s going to care about my pain? my emptiness?
nobody. because it’s not real.
walang magmamahal sa’yo
walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo walang magmamahal sa’yo
i should have just died